Hello, my names Ashley Bawcom and I just recently gave my heart to the lord. How I came about doing this is I went to a Christian camp type thing called Centri-Break for spring break. During the second day I attended that I started to realize that I wasn't really doing what I thought I was which was obeying the lord and having daily prayers things of that sort. Yet all I was doing was saying a prayer nightly and thanking him for the same things over and over again. Also I hadn't been obeying him as well as I should have. I was into doing lots of things with different types of usual processes for certain people who don't know the lord and fully trust in him. Which basically means I was doing bad stuff. Anyways, when I went to Centri-Break I was prepared for some cool normal fun. What I found myself doing was finding that I didn't think much of myself. I had been thinking about what I was to do about my problems!!!! <-----(more than one)I felt so awful about calling myself a Christian for so long, while all I was doing was lying to everyone about it. I joined Buck Creek Baptist all on my own. My parents are not a part of the church and have nothing to do with it. (more)